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donutsweeper ([personal profile] donutsweeper) wrote2008-08-08 04:14 pm
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Left Unsaid

Title: Left Unsaid
Pairing/Warning/Rating: NCIS fandom, vague Gibbs/DiNozzo, rated G
Word Count: 226
Summary:  As long as long as Tony never came out and said anything, Gibbs was willing to pretend he was unaware.
Author's Note:  Written for the [community profile] ncis_flashfic challenge: Altered States, see link for comments

Tony would never speak about it willingly, and Gibbs refused to ask.

Oh, Gibbs had his thoughts on the matter, how could he not?  There were too many signs for him not to notice: the flinches upon regaining consciousness, the thin white lines of very old scars along his back, and all those nights spent at the hospital bedside when fever had loosened Tony’s tongue.

It was those mumblings that painted the picture for Gibbs.  A picture he didn’t like at all.  He would sit there, his hands curling into fists as he listened to the quiet whimpers, the pleading “I’m sorry” repeated over and over, and the occasional  “please, stop” that cut straight into Gibbs’ heart.

Come morning, in the light of day and when Tony’s mind was clear once more, Gibbs would act like nothing had happened, that there had never been that little window into Tony’s painful past.  He’d just grumble about how his senior agent better quit lollygagging in the hospital when he knew Gibbs needed him in the field ASAP.  Tony would exclaim, “you do care, Boss,” which Gibbs would deny with a sharp slap to the back of the head, knowing that Tony’s resulting smile meant the smack did its job and the scared, cowering Tony-of-yesterday was gone and the reassured, self-confident Tony-of-today was back.

At least for now.
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[personal profile] tigriswolf 2010-04-28 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, this is heartbreaking and lovely.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2010-04-28 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] necessitytd.livejournal.com 2014-01-19 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh that's sad. Poor Tony. I could totally picture that too.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2014-01-19 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked it! And thank you for your comment on this and my other stories. :)

[identity profile] angst-queen-98.livejournal.com 2014-06-08 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Can I just say that I'm SO glad that you've left your NCIS fics on the net?? I needed something Tibbs to read today so I'm just going through your list. Most I've read but this one I don't recall seeing. Others have commented about your Gibbs and his unique brand of mother-henning. I have to say I love how you capture him. It's not easy to get that balance of gruff and caring in the same person, in the same fic! You did it so well with these boys. Thanks!

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2014-06-08 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for this and the other comments you left today, I'm so glad you enjoyed everything. :)