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donutsweeper ([personal profile] donutsweeper) wrote2008-05-06 11:57 pm
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Doubts

Title: Doubts
Pairing/Rating/Warning: NCIS fandom, vague Ducky/Gibbs tone, dark themes warnings, rated PG
Word Count: 200
Summary:  Although it would probably surprise many, Gibbs is very capable of doubting himself, under the right circumstances.
Author's Note: Written for the [profile] ncisdrabble100 challenge: surprises.

Gibbs didn’t know how long he stood there, lost in memories and recriminations, before he was aware of Ducky at his side.  “It’s all right, Jethro.”  The voice was quiet, firm, almost easy to believe and agree with, except....

“No.  No, Ducky, it’s not.”

“Quite so.”  Ducky sighed.  “But there is no need to continue to berate yourself over what transpired; there was nothing you could have done. The events that led to this were set in motion long ago.”

“I know, Duck, I know.  But there were things that I could have said.”  He tilted his head and looked over at his friend.  “There were enough opportunities.”  

“Words are often unnecessary. I’ve always felt that your actions were quite adept at making your feelings known.” He reached over, gently laying a hand on Gibbs’ shoulder.  “Your feelings were known in this case, Jethro.  Of that I am certain.”

Gibbs lifted his hand to rest briefly on Ducky’s.  He took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.  “I hope you’re right.”

“I usually am,” Ducky replied.

Gibbs brushed his fingers against the temporary grave marker.  “I know.”  Finally able to end his vigil, Gibbs walked away, Ducky at his side.
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Gibbs)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
So... filll in the blank... whose grave?

Jenny... yup, Jenny.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
ummm, whomever you want it to be? Jenny definitely would work.
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Gibbs)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
Who knows, maybe it could be Gibbs or Ducky's grave and their death was faked. Hmmm... Their standing there talking about it cause the one has to pretend the other is gone and the other has to leave everything behind.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
I hadn't thought of it that way at all, but that could work too.

(as long as it's not Tony's, I really don't want it to be Tony's. But Gibbs needed comforting and Tony is not quite the person to do that for him, it's Ducky)
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Tony Oh Noes)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Not Tony's grave marker... Nope... never...

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
*clings to you* No way, no how.
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Tony Bear Attack)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Refortifies my protective guard detail around Tony. I think he's getting annoyed at the precautions I'm taken... ;-)

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
and you're guarding him just for his own protection. Yeah. Right. That's it.
kaylashay81: (BtVS Can't See Me)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. *scout's honor*

:-)

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
'Tis an excellent plan. I heartily approve.

[identity profile] mad-jaks.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not asking whose I'm scared grave I'm afraid you might tell me...

I love your NCIS (and adore your Gibbs) - I only hope when I get to read those recs you and Chatona (was it?) gave me I'll like other people's just as much.

Erm beta moment - you have Gibbs 'tile' his head

(Edited to change user pic :D)

[identity profile] chatona.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
*wibbles and bites lips* B-but. No one's allowed to die! ._.

*hugs Tony close and runs away with him*

... Uhm. Still very gorgeous double-drabble *nods*

[identity profile] nakeisha.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Very poignant.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
honestly, I don't know whose grave it is. It could easily be a scene from years ago.

:) thanks! I hope you do like the recs from [livejournal.com profile] chatona and I. Not everyone sees the characters the same way, but some see it close!

(and thanks for the beta catch!)

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
ummm, it could be something that happened years ago? Maybe?

Hey, wait, I saw what you did with Tony there!!!

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] chatona.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Yeah, that works. It was.. someone. Someone I don't know at all *nods*

... *shifty eyes* Whut? I didn't do anything at all! *slowly backs away, grabs Tony and runs*

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I think Tony is onto your evil plan...

[identity profile] chatona.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Tony would totally run away with me if I promised to write him lots of Gibbs/DiNozzo! :P

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
he just might...

[identity profile] chatona.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah *cackles hysterically* ♥