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donutsweeper ([personal profile] donutsweeper) wrote2008-05-06 11:57 pm
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Doubts

Title: Doubts
Pairing/Rating/Warning: NCIS fandom, vague Ducky/Gibbs tone, dark themes warnings, rated PG
Word Count: 200
Summary:  Although it would probably surprise many, Gibbs is very capable of doubting himself, under the right circumstances.
Author's Note: Written for the [profile] ncisdrabble100 challenge: surprises.

Gibbs didn’t know how long he stood there, lost in memories and recriminations, before he was aware of Ducky at his side.  “It’s all right, Jethro.”  The voice was quiet, firm, almost easy to believe and agree with, except....

“No.  No, Ducky, it’s not.”

“Quite so.”  Ducky sighed.  “But there is no need to continue to berate yourself over what transpired; there was nothing you could have done. The events that led to this were set in motion long ago.”

“I know, Duck, I know.  But there were things that I could have said.”  He tilted his head and looked over at his friend.  “There were enough opportunities.”  

“Words are often unnecessary. I’ve always felt that your actions were quite adept at making your feelings known.” He reached over, gently laying a hand on Gibbs’ shoulder.  “Your feelings were known in this case, Jethro.  Of that I am certain.”

Gibbs lifted his hand to rest briefly on Ducky’s.  He took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.  “I hope you’re right.”

“I usually am,” Ducky replied.

Gibbs brushed his fingers against the temporary grave marker.  “I know.”  Finally able to end his vigil, Gibbs walked away, Ducky at his side.
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Gibbs)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
So... filll in the blank... whose grave?

Jenny... yup, Jenny.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
ummm, whomever you want it to be? Jenny definitely would work.
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Gibbs)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
Who knows, maybe it could be Gibbs or Ducky's grave and their death was faked. Hmmm... Their standing there talking about it cause the one has to pretend the other is gone and the other has to leave everything behind.

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
I hadn't thought of it that way at all, but that could work too.

(as long as it's not Tony's, I really don't want it to be Tony's. But Gibbs needed comforting and Tony is not quite the person to do that for him, it's Ducky)
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Tony Oh Noes)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Not Tony's grave marker... Nope... never...

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
*clings to you* No way, no how.
kaylashay81: (NCIS - Tony Bear Attack)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Refortifies my protective guard detail around Tony. I think he's getting annoyed at the precautions I'm taken... ;-)

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
and you're guarding him just for his own protection. Yeah. Right. That's it.
kaylashay81: (BtVS Can't See Me)

[personal profile] kaylashay81 2008-05-07 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. *scout's honor*

:-)

[identity profile] donutsweeper.livejournal.com 2008-05-07 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
'Tis an excellent plan. I heartily approve.