donutsweeper | Forced Forgiveness

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Forced Forgiveness

Title: Forced Forgiveness
Pairing/Rating/Warning: NCIS fandom, Gibbs/DiNozzo, spoilers for "Hiatus", rated R
Word Count: 200
Summary: DiNozzo is going to forgive Gibbs, no matter what. Gibbs will make sure of that.
Author's Note: Written for the

slashthedrabble challenge, forgiven

I admit it. I screwed up. I quit, probably in the gruffest, most painful way possible. I said “You’ll do,” handed him my badge and gun and left him standing there, looking like I’d just punched him in the gut.

I should have said goodbye. I should have said thank you. I should have told him he was a good agent, that he was my friend, my lover and given him the respect and trust he always gave me.

But I didn’t.

I’m back now, but he doesn’t look at me way that he used to. His eyes are cold and distant, his tone clipped and careful. He acts like there was never anything between us but the job. Every interaction is terribly professional now. And I can’t find the words to make things right.

But I was never one for words.

So I fall back to what I am good at. Actions. I’ll make him understand why I did what I did. And why he needs to forgive me. I look down at him; naked and tied to the bed, the sleeping pill I slipped him starting to wear off. It’ll take some work, but he’ll be mine again.

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I don't know how I'll go about the story yet. Gotta study for my exams first of all and then there's a few other things I want to write more, but it'll definitely get written.

... He'll probably still have the mind of an adult, only with his defenses taken away. I have a summary line in my head, but it's probably cheesy as hell... Tony has worked for years to cover up the scars his upbringing has left. What if all those years were taken away from him or some variation of that. And, hell. It's a cliché fic. Can't blame me for writing clichés, can you? *tries to look cute*

sounds good! I hope you get it to work. Yeah, yeah, school's all fine and good, but we;re talking fanfic here!

Yeah... I haven't written nearly enough this month. I'm going into withdrawal. But, well. Final exams, only five more days of school left, I figure I should probably study a bit. Maybe.

study. Then write fanfic

Good idea. Will probably do that now that I've got two weeks of holidays (one of which I'm going to be busy, but never mind *waves hand around vaguely*)

will you have time to catch up with Torchwood?

Well, yeah. If I had the episodes, that is. I don't. I do have the first four of season two and I'll catch up on those but the rest of season two... German law sort of prevents me from getting those and I haven't found anyone who'd burn and send them to me (haven't been asking, either, to be quite honest).

On the other hand, I do have every single episode of NCIS now, so I'm going to catch up with those for sure :D

oooh, lots of good Tony for you then!

Oh, yeah. And lots of new fics to add to my to-write list. If I can find the time, there'll be fic in which Tony gets his own team in Spain 'cause right now? I'm sorta pissed at Gibbs *growls* Just watched Hiatus, Shalom, Escape and Singled Out and... yeah.

absolutely. Gibbs REALLY annoyed me then. Sometimes he really makes it hard to figure out how to slash those two, because Tony should be wanted to punch Gibbs, not kiss him.

True. Which is why in my au, Tony is going to take the promotion, head off to Spain and when Abby cons everyone into visiting Tony in Spain, he's not going to cave and come back. 'cause I'm pissed at Gibbs like that. Hn.

Eh, yeah. On a more general level, I completely agree that sometimes Gibbs' treatment of Tony makes it rather hard to view any possible relationship they could have as a healthy one for Tony.

oooh, that AU would really work!

And yep- it's hard to think of it completely healthy for Tony- especially with the way he already is a little down on himself and his abilities. Many people have written a decent D/s relationship between the two as a result, but far too often its Tony as sub to a ridiculous degree.

Yeah. And I will write it *cracks knuckles*

Most of the time, I can see it as a healthy relationship - 'cause Gibbs is a caretaker deep down and Tony needs someone who'll take care of him. So it works, most of the times. It stops working when Gibbs stops taking care of Tony and starts treating him in such a way that makes me want to slap him silly.

As for D/s relationships between the two of them.. I guess I can see it work (even though I am a bit queasy about the whole... I don't know how to describe this properly. I think the mentality of it works very well for the two of them, at least from what I understand is the mentality of D/s relationships, with the Dom taking care of the sub and all, that'd work. The whole... calling someone sir and the specifics and semantics of a relationship like that.. Not my thing. Though honestly, I don't know anything about D/s relationships outside of what I read in fiction and you can't really trust fiction, so really, I'm not gonna make a general statement about D/s relationships *babbles*), but it's not my thing *shrugs*

SO with you on the slap silly idea...

I know exactly what you mean with D/s. Sometimes it reads more like humiliation- especially the ones that have Tony being a sub at work- wearing a plug or chastity belt or being forced to give gibbs a blowjob in the elevator or whatever.

EEEEP! I so did NOT need those mental images *shudders* I hate the whole idea of humiliation. Which is why Gibbs needs to be taking care of Tony, not humiliating him. Otherwise, I'm going to lose all my respect for Gibbs and that's not going to end well.

EXACTLY! (and sorry) It's possible to write it in a way that's almost sweet and caring and that gives Tony the reassurance and boundaries and love he needs

's okay. I watched happy!ncis episodes, so now I'm good. I'm not into the whole D/s thing at all whatsoever, but yeah, there's good ones out there. And I've read those and liked them. I just normally don't read those *shrugs*

Sweet and caring and reassurances and boundaries and love are good, though :D

there are some good ones out there, but far more REALLY bad ones

isn't that always the problem?

with fanfic in general. *sigh*

lol- the "Iguana" scene just aired.

Yeah. 's sad, but true.

Heh, I love that scene. As a matter of fact, I love that whole episode. Tony's adorable in it - and I love that he knows how to dance.

although- there's a lot in that episode that made me go "huh?" The bartender in Gitmo made ALL these movie references that Tony didn't get, and it didn't seem like he was faking not knowing about them- so the writers hadn't added Tony's love for movies/tv as a part of his character yet.

There's a line somewhere that refers back to the iguana scene.. something about Kate seeing Tony naked and he says no, he was wearing a chair at the time. :)

Heh, I honestly didn't notice that - which isn't all that weird, considering that pop culture references, especially when it comes to movies, usually go right over my head unless someone tells me they're there.

Yeah, I remember that, too, but I don't know in which episode they say that *wanders off to check wikiquote*

I only noticed it this time around, probably the 3rd or 4th time I saw the episode, and probably only because I was wearing my fanfic writer's hat

Did you know Gibbs' dad was a fighter pilot? That's the stuff I notice when watching NCIS attentively *grins*

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